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I find it rather difficult to break the "what will everyone else think??" pattern. It might be more difficult for me since I started out as an insecure little wallflower, and have made some progress to be rid of that barrier. Time has only made me more expressive and less afraid to say my piece regardless of what everyone else thinks. This may also be due to outspoken people I've met along the way that inspire me to not be so afraid. Unfortunately, one of them is no longer here...
Posted by: Jess at January 23, 2004 01:57 PMit probably has to do with getting older. When you're younger (at least in my experience), you don't give a fuck what anyone thinks of you and you go out and have a good time and do ridiculous things. Then you get out of high school and don't know as many people as you used to, so you don't have that support group anymore, and you're thrust into new environments and find that you have to kinda feel out situations, as opposed to being young and impulsive and doing whatever. I don't know. I have the same problem. Go kick someone's ass, that'll cheer you up.
Posted by: Nick (rossi) at January 17, 2004 02:12 PMi've been thinking that myself, nick. I used to be the guy that would say anything to anyone. The various tcnj people we hung out with when gosia lived on campus got a kick out of getting me to say all the mean things they always wanted to say to their neighbors for them.
now i just stutter.
Posted by: John at January 12, 2004 09:22 PMWell, if I could hang out in diners more often with you, I'm sure they'd compliment us. Gotta get my van working....damn damn damn...
Posted by: Danny at January 12, 2004 02:57 AMi think i may have given up on conversation. my best friend is now a college ruled spiral notebook i keep underneath my bed. only five years ago, old women in diners were complimenting our conversational skills. what the hell happened?
Posted by: nick at January 11, 2004 11:37 PMI was writing ARGH, and then i thought about the Xenosaga robots, called AGWS, pronounced Eggs for some reason....but we always say AHGWUZZES!!! which sounds like an exclamation of frustration.
Posted by: Danny at January 11, 2004 07:29 PMi dont' know what agws means. but i'm with you regardless.
Posted by: John at January 9, 2004 03:46 AMThis is the problem I fall into. I have things I want to write about, but then I'll not write them thinking, "who carse about this. No one will respond", but If that's the way I feel, I should just write it in a private place...but then no one will read it, so what's the point!! AGWS!
Posted by: Danny at January 8, 2004 09:10 PMmaybe you shouldn't be looking for responses - rather writing things out for your own organisational sanity. not wondering/worrying what other deem interesting enough to respond to. i never respond, though i do always read and sometimes walk away with new thoughts...
Posted by: mandy at January 8, 2004 04:55 PM