November 30, 2003
Swimming through Air
every morning i feel worse than the morning that came before it ... and every night I feel better than the night before ....
what the fuck is happening to me?
last night i was flying with gina - we would be running in an open field and with a jump I could "swim" through the air but at a faster rate and each stroke would yield farther distance than when in water - like one wave could propel me a hundred feet.
our flying was a ONLY a means of transportation - it wasn't for fun, it wasn't a flee from danger and it wasn't uncontrolable - I could literally feel the air and use my arms to propel myself through the open air - it was like supermario almost - except this was like a point A to point B kinda thing - that's why I find this paragraph relevant
it wasn't just the two of us - a mutual male friend was with us but he was faceless and his purpose was ONLY to help us fly - or guide. - Not to our destination but only to show how to move forward, up, down, left, right, now that I think about it we went every direction possible other than backwords
this is the first time I had a flying dream without the use of machinery
ideas? questions?
November 12, 2003
November 03, 2003
sleep deprivation experiments
totse.com | Sleep Deprivation Experiments
covers such topics as:
8 hours a night
4 hours a night
2 hours a night
sporadic all-nighters
the neverending day
the 32 hour day schedule
the 48 hour day schedule
second to last scene in last dream
looking through bushes trying to find weed
overseas
a tarzan like superboy finds a guitar
twisted and fucked up
a beast flies out of a house to destroy him
they battle
and i intervene and make him one of us
then we hide in bushes
and play games on travelers
whether be our country or theirs
one of seven scenes of the last dream
me and john moved into a house with some other guys
they were in a band
we were in a band
everyone had their own shit
and everyone had their other bands
we're bring shit in and i ask
hey have you seen the basement
should we put our stuff down there
and they were like
dude just bring your stuff in
and it was like
unless we can play in this area:
and it was the place i was putting my stuff in
my computer was very high
but i knew it would be awesome to build a contraption to sit and reach it
November 02, 2003
Bipolar Bear lineup change
Ok so I replaced lerro with ted, but two days later I replaced ted with JIMMY F (standmedown) so ted is back to guitar - which is good cause he just bought a fender jagstang.
I'm still organizing the live arrangement for luke's song and I gave #2, 6 and 8 to jim and asked him to pick a song or some.
so we're back to rolling the ball again..
now i need to find a job